Last Letters
from a Deportee by Peter Krier
Permission to republish by Peter Krier. Translated by Nick
Tullius.
[Published at DVHH.org 20 Aug 2007 by Jody McKim Pharr]
Nikolaus
Welter, born on 29.11.1900 in Billed, house
number 587, was deported to the USSR on
January 14 1945, together with his 16-years
old son, Adam Welter. Both ended up doing
forced labour in the mining town of Stalino.
His last 10 postcards and letters to his
mother Maria Welter in Billed have been
preserved. Following are a few short
excerpts from those cards and letters:
Stalino, 8.09.1946 Dear mother, with a heavy heart I can let
you know that we are still healthy (...) Do
not worry, dear mother, if more friends are
coming home and we are not among them (...)
Dear mother, please send me a Red Cross
Card, perhaps one of them will find its way
to me. (...) We are hoping and waiting to be
together again. Stalino 1946 Dear mother, (...) do not worry too much [he
is probably talking about the expropriation
of property, of which he may have heard] if
God by his grace allows us to see each other
again, it will all turn out well. Dear
mother, trust in God, because He will
protect us (...) Stalino 3.10.1946 (...) I was issued with new clothing. Only
my pants and my coat are finished, totally
shredded, as are my shoes. (...) Perhaps the
dear God will help us, so that we can soon
see our homeland again. Lager Löbau (Sachsen) 14.04.1947 My dear good mother, (....) I am healthy, do
not worry, I am just a little tired, ich bin
gesund, habe keine Angst, ich bin nur ein
wenig müde, I miss you and all the loved
ones back home. Lager Löbau 15.04.1947 Dear mother, kind regards from the fat-away
Germany. (...) please get me all the papers
I need so that I can get home as fast as
possible. In the hope of seeing you soon... Lager Löbau 19.04.1947 Dear mother, this is the third time that I
am writing to you from Saxonia. I was hoping
to be home for Easter, we left Stalino on
March 25. ch hoffte zu Ostern zu Hause zu
sein, wir sind am 25.03. von Stalino
abgefahren. Unfortunately, God wanted
something else. After 4-5 days we will be
assigned to a farmer, then I am sure that I
will do better. Greetings to all those who
are asking you about me, I hope to see you
and the dear homeland soon. St. Michaelis 3.05.1947 Dear mother, finally I have a place to
sleep, but nothing else. There are three of
us and we have two beds. We received our
(food) rationing cards (...) We could have
been home for Easter, but fate wanted it
otherwise, apparently we have not completed
our measure of suffering is not complete, we
resign ourselves and hope for the day of
redemption. Dear mother, take care of the
grave of my dear departed wife, also pray in
my name and in the name of our child.
Decorate it with flowers, as often as you
can find some, God only knows if we can ever
see it again. (...) We are free but cannot
go home. Dear mother, pray to God, that he
may save us, forgive me everything if I ever
gave you any grief. St. Michaelis 7.05.1947 Dear good mother, greetings from far away
(...) I am very sick. Will I have the grace
of ever getting up again? Dear mother, if it
should be my fate to die far away from the
homeland, I will think it was God’s will,
please arrange for a commemorative mass. I
always promised myself that when I get home,
to have a mass celebrated and to go on a
pilgrimage to Radna, but it seems that God
has decided otherewise. Dear mother, do not
be sad, I am saved from my heavy lot on
earth, which has been nothing but a
struggle. There is only one thing that
hurts, that I could not see the dear
homeland and you, dear mother, again, and
that I am not permitted to rest next to my
dear wife in our homeland. (...) Farewell,
farewell. On June 3 1947 Peter Slavik writes to Maria
Welter in Billed, from St. Michaelis: Yesterday I went to Freiburg with great
anticipation to visit my friend Nikolaus
Welter. But I found out that my friend had
died. The nurses said that he died on May
31, at 5 o’clock. But continue to be strong,
because he is not the first and not the last
to die; others will die before we get home.
Ruhr und Typhus haben Euer Kind zum Tod
gezwungen.
Nikolaus Welter was buried in Freiberg on
June 2 1947. Go to:
Deported to
the USSR
Frankfurt/Oder - Door to Freedom and End
Station for Many
by Peter Krier Peter Krier is a native of Billed.
He graduated from the Industrial
High School in Temeswar and the
Pedagogical Institute of Klausenburg/Cluj.
After many years of teaching at the
trade school in Billed, he managed
to emigrate to Germany, where he
worked as a technician in machine
construction for the ball bearing
industry at Schweinfurt. He is
honorary chairman of the H.O.G.
Billed, chairman of the relief work
association Hilfswerk der Banater
Schwaben, and was chairman of the
Landsmannschaft der Banater Schwaben
in Bavaria. He and his family live
in Schweinfurt, Bavaria.
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